Choose your own adventure

I don't really have the time to write. I thought of the above title and just had to use it regarding my current state of affairs. This decision is killing me (or at least hurting me really bad). Both paths I can take are equally appealing and unappealing. You would think that would make the decision easy, right? Nope.

I'm going to bed. Hopefully my dreams show me some sort of sign before I wake.